Bad Day ... Why ?
My Bad Day
I was setting in my room ... my Bloody Dark room ... even it was white , I just couldn't see the white part ... maybe because White stands for truth , honest or purity and my BAD Day was not .... I askesd my self , as I typed the last word of my unended work's code , I asked myself a question that may not be strange for most of us , its not the first time i ask myself this question , I did before but with no answeres ... I think of this question every time I broke down ... every time I pissed off ... every time I feel frustrated ..... and when I thought of this question I couldn't find any answer for it , I tried to but I just couldn't ...
This question was "WHY ?"
Why peopls' talk full of Deseption ?
Why Do I have to accept this Deseption ?
Why there is no one to trust ?
Why the world is falling apart ?
Why is life unfair ?
Why is life full of emptiness ?
Why ...? Why ...? Why ...?
I picked My Black mug ... drank my black coffee ... Looked at the time turned to 3:00 am ... took a deep breath ... checked my black window ... turned my face back to the screen ... and Typed ...
"Why Should I Cry While Angels Out There Deserve to Die ?"
Why was My life so Black ?
Why I am Alive ?
Then I heard someone said "Why do you ask your self why ?" ... I panicked ... looked to my right , My brother was still sleeping !! ... I looked to the left , but I didn't see any one ... the room was empty ... I said " Who is this ?" , But no one answer me ... It took a while before I realize that it was me talking to my self ... NO I am not crazy , It was my unconsciousness ... I start to think of that question !
My life is not black ... I only see it black ... I picked my black mug again , it still black ... drank the coffee that still black ... but something changed .. the Bloody dark room , was not black any more ... I checked the light , NO it was off ...
I realized that I am the one who decide what color to see ... that I can jump out from the shade into the light ... that I was sleepy , I open my mouth wide and yawned ... then I put my head on my pillow , and fall in sleep ... tring to seek the white in my life ...
By : Mr.H ---> Me :)
PS : Don't even bother urselfs to check my spellin .. just let it go :P
Please leave a comment of ur opinion ...
I was setting in my room ... my Bloody Dark room ... even it was white , I just couldn't see the white part ... maybe because White stands for truth , honest or purity and my BAD Day was not .... I askesd my self , as I typed the last word of my unended work's code , I asked myself a question that may not be strange for most of us , its not the first time i ask myself this question , I did before but with no answeres ... I think of this question every time I broke down ... every time I pissed off ... every time I feel frustrated ..... and when I thought of this question I couldn't find any answer for it , I tried to but I just couldn't ...
This question was "WHY ?"
Why peopls' talk full of Deseption ?
Why Do I have to accept this Deseption ?
Why there is no one to trust ?
Why the world is falling apart ?
Why is life unfair ?
Why is life full of emptiness ?
Why ...? Why ...? Why ...?
I picked My Black mug ... drank my black coffee ... Looked at the time turned to 3:00 am ... took a deep breath ... checked my black window ... turned my face back to the screen ... and Typed ...
"Why Should I Cry While Angels Out There Deserve to Die ?"
Why was My life so Black ?
Why I am Alive ?
Then I heard someone said "Why do you ask your self why ?" ... I panicked ... looked to my right , My brother was still sleeping !! ... I looked to the left , but I didn't see any one ... the room was empty ... I said " Who is this ?" , But no one answer me ... It took a while before I realize that it was me talking to my self ... NO I am not crazy , It was my unconsciousness ... I start to think of that question !
My life is not black ... I only see it black ... I picked my black mug again , it still black ... drank the coffee that still black ... but something changed .. the Bloody dark room , was not black any more ... I checked the light , NO it was off ...
I realized that I am the one who decide what color to see ... that I can jump out from the shade into the light ... that I was sleepy , I open my mouth wide and yawned ... then I put my head on my pillow , and fall in sleep ... tring to seek the white in my life ...
By : Mr.H ---> Me :)
PS : Don't even bother urselfs to check my spellin .. just let it go :P
Please leave a comment of ur opinion ...
shallow people always see from the perspective you direct them to, we should see it from our own perspective...
ReplyDeletealways be positive, and here's some answers for you
Why peopls' talk full of Deception ?
-> the good part is that you see this deception, so you can avoid it, and at least be honest from your side.
Why Do I have to accept this Deception ?
-> no, you have to change it, you are a gifted person, and your gift convincing people with your logical mind.
Why there is no one to trust ?
-> always there's one to trust, from my side i can count at least you (there are others) ;)
Why the world is falling apart ?
-> at least, Muslim people knows that it ends with a good thing.
Why is life unfair ?
-> it is sometimes unfair,but a wise man told me once "when you make a good thing (a favor), do not expect to see the result from whom you make good to, Allah will choose to pay you back the favor somewhere, and somehow, you don't know that, but dafenately you will be needing it"
Why is life full of emptiness ?
-> if you are feeling emptiness, in spite of being one of the most popular loved person i know, what should i say (living in Dubai far from home)...
i know... i still have some good friends like you
Why ...? Why ...? Why ...?
-> just look from another perspective, be positive and do not ask why
"أكثر الناس تفهماً للقدر, أقلهم تعجباً لأحداثه"
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